Thursday, March 1, 2012

Reminiscing

Tonight I was looking at pictures, just so in awe of how fast time has gone. My baby is almost 4 years old. I wish I could describe how much I love Drew. It is an overwhelming feeling in my heart that fills me and makes me want to hold him forever. Every night at bedtime I ask him, "How did I get so lucky to be your mom?" I am so grateful God blessed me with this little boy. I knew he was special from the moment I felt him kicking me inside my belly. Loving Drew gives me a glimpse of the love Heavenly Father has for each of us. It is unconditional. I've loved watching Drew grow and develop through each stage, but my heart breaks a little at the same time. Time is going too fast. We are so excited to have another little boy. But if I'm completely honest, I'm a little scared how I'll be able to love another baby. I guess I didn't know how to love Drew before he was born either. I never knew I could love someone so much. Here are some of my favorite pictures to help me remember my little boy. P.S. The other night I was tucking Drew in for bed and said, "Goodnight my little one." He looked up at me so sweetly and said, "Goodnight my big one." Ha!!!
Sleeping with one eye open!
One of the few times he was happy in his car seat.

Surprise!
All ready for church.
First Steps